Monday, November 22, 2010

Vacation part 1

Salam…

Ape khabar wahai blogku..

Arini aq ada wat satu masakan yang semestinya sume org taw buat.. yer la x len x bukan laksa… but resepi nie ak tgk tok ak yang watkan.. beshnyer sedp sgt kuah die.. but then still ak lehy makan over limit coz nnt sakit perut lak.. heeeeeee anyway it just a good day today coz I have learn many things..

Tok has remind me a lot of things and yet I still need to change to be very good gul.. yes right now I quite upset with myself coz still can`t find who really am i.. where is nurul fatin nabila yang dulu.. but then… from times to times I`ve learned and now I`m quite confident with myself… for me..is not easy to be a gul+women+daughter+friend+ blablabla…. Still need a very good momentum to control ourself from being split it out.. yes.. as a daughter.. many mistake I have done especially to my parents. But then I hope they can still apologize me……….. heeeee

Haih. Berbalik kepada cerita td.. haaaaaa td tolong tok masak laksa then teringat sgt dulu selalu mkn laksa dengan kicap.. skang pown same tp x same cam dulu.. x kisah la org ckp kalau makan kicap nnt parut tue jd warna hitam ker permanent ker it`s ok janji puas… hehehe

So right now, still bertapa kat kat umah tok selama seminggu.. wah sgtlah buhsan.. sememangnya sgt tennag untuk tempat muhasabah diri.. seyes.. happy coz suasana kampg yang cukup mendamaikan… tp yang x beshnyer ialah line tenet kat sini lembab sket nak on9 post susah skang nie amik alternative just tulis kat Microsoft word dulu then br paste jerk at blog senang citer..heheh

oK skang dah mula rasa rindu kat umah.. even br 4 hari tinggalkan umah.. yer la kan.. nama pown budak homesick…….. actlly nak citer zaman kehidupan di MRSM but then nnt lah yer…

sambunk esk.. dah lambat…… need to sleep sbbnyer dalam proses mengawal system badan utk tidur coz exam punyer schedule dah banyak ganggu sisitem tidur badan huhu

bye sume..

wassalam

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Maaf lah awak, saya x patut wat cam nie

salam.. tajuk post cam gempakz jer but actlly its nothing ... hehehe
erm... first of all.......... as what did i promise to myself that i willing to write my diary here... so here is my first post...

to be honest.. today is quite happy and exhausted day.. first of all i did to clean up my house....then going shopping with my adik.. well its ok actlly to be a gud daughter and a good sister.. but then yeah i realize that to be happy is we must look inside our heart.. clean it up first then everything will be positive.. erm.......yeah...

two and half years i have been studying in ipg kampus pulau pinang ........ and there is a lot of memory that pass through my mind rite now.. from the beginning until my last day after sitting for my PJ examination.. fuh~! that the word~! ToO many problem, tOO many idea, ToO many QUESTION and Answer~?? hehehe

But rite now....i dont have any desire to think about that anymore.. it really stress up my mind.. as i driving alone pass through the rain yesterday... there is too many think that passing across my mind... what actlly i have done to myself... what bring me here and what is the precious thing that i can`t see until now.... hmmmmm but its ok... nevermind.... maybe someday... i will meet it....

To tell the truth i still finding who really am i ? but to make sure that this question dont affect me too much.. i recite the prayer.. and really hope can find the solution...

p/s: Ya Allah aku hambaMu yang lemah... bantulah aku... =`(

Monday, November 15, 2010

first time with the first smell

morning ....
hari nie quite happy coz dah terdetik dalam hati nak berblog balik after one year and half i think im not writing anything here. actully banyak sgt bende nak tulis dalam coretan pertama ini, but then i think it is not a proper time bcoz this afternoon i will be sitting for my last paper huhuhuhu....... scary jugak but then... berserah jer hee...
first time with the first smile ^_~
wah rindunya nak meluah isi hati dalam blog selama menyepi nie luah dan pendam jer dalam hati.. huhu but its ok.. i hope after this i can share my feeling through this blog...

rindunyer~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

^_^

adios~!
nK MULEKN BLOGGING BALIK HEEEEEEEEEEEEE =)